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PRECIOUS MOMENTS(:

OLD NEORPINTS
MY BIRTHDAY/BIRTH OF MIKO
MY ONE MONTH OLD DARLING MIKO <33
AS MIKO GROWS<33
MIKO AND LUCKY.!
RACIAL HARMONY
VIVO CITY
DINNER WITH GOD COUSIN
HORRIBLE DIRTY FEET.!
PETSHOP
SUNTEC OUTING.!

THOSE MEMORIES

May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007

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Monday, July 24, 2006

6:28 AM

HEHEHE.
ONLINE ~~~~
okay whatever.
gees.
im bored.
ALWAYS LIKE THAT ONE LEHHS.
can go online.
YAY.!!
but online.
SIANN.
=.=ll
c'mon.
GIMME SOMETHING TO DO ~
hahaahhaha.
IM BORED.
should i go back to..
POKEMON CRATER.?!
wahahahaha.!
thats STUPID.
but heck.
whatever ~
its cute anyway
^^
chao ~
OFF TO PLAY.
xD
haha.
how old am i again
@.@?
x)

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, July 23, 2006

8:54 AM

gees.
i aint talking.
nope.
at all.
im so.
pissed.?
sad.?
i dont know.
im confused.
so many feelings in me.
its just.
weird.
its like.
life isnt fair to me at all.
and god is toying with me.
life at home isnt any better too.
i have to do like pratically everything.
and when asked why.?
she'll gimme this answer.
CAUSE YOU'RE A GIRL.
gees.
if thats considered A REASON.
why not ask WHY im a girl.
thats being stupid isnt it.?
its just not fair.
i want to play internet.
must ask you.
ok fine.
nevermind.
ask then ask.
you give me so many conditions.
and i did them all.
and YOU STILL DONT LET ME PLAY.
wtf.!?
i already tolerated this long enough.
seriously.
sometimes i would just break down.
its like.
i've enough problems.
whether in school.
or homework.
or friends.
and now comes home.
where im being locked in.
not that im complaining theres housework to do.
but its just not fair.
the poor jailed has to do everything.
and her brother
totally FREE TO GO ANYWHERE brother.
can sit and enjoy
whereas i have to do everything.
man.
are people sexist now.?
only females do housework.?
rubbish.
total shit.
and im stressed up already.
cant say it here.
so yea.
i want to die.
c'mon.
if god is really fair.
i really do hope i'll die soon.
if not.
god is really.
using me as his toy.
seriously.
i had enough of him toying me now.
life can never get any worser than this.
seriously.
if it does.
i dont know how im going to survive it.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, July 17, 2006

11:34 AM

man.
i feel horrible now.
im so sick.
i mean.
YEA.
i had to sit beside my mom's friend in the car.
and she was wearing this perfume..
that made me so dizzy.
and its making me feel like..
puking
~.~
man.
when she left.
that smell.
IS STILL THERE.
i dont know but.
IT REALLY STINKS.
seriously.
and we had this beef noodles.
MAN.
it was
HORRIBLE.
how did that guy pass.?!
he shouldnt even OPEN a shop.
yepp
man.
im feeling.
SOOOOO HORRIBLE now.
today cant get any worse.
seriously.

okay.
i dont know what to say.
I MEAN.
i always think of SO many things to type here.
and now.
ITS BLANK.
=.=ll
whats with me.
man.
im so going to be sick.
oh.
RACIAL HARMONY.
what am i going to do.!?
IM GOING TO PERFORM.
i think.
and i have to wear the darn costume thingy.
WHY.
then i have to change to my dance costume.
MEANS.
3 sets of clothes.
NO WAY.
this is rubbish.
REALLY.
if i dont wear..
ms kong is so going to..
geez.
i dont even want to think of what shes going to do.
whatever larhhs.
im so sick now.
geez.
darn uncle.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, July 16, 2006

6:55 AM

gleeeee.
today was fun.
im not going to continue with that previous post.
spoil my mood.
anyway
yep.
had a really nice bathe earlier.
xD
haha.
was cleaning the toilet with my bro.
and we sprayed water all over the place.
and we were so wet.
that we ended up wetting ourselves up.
xD
FUN.
after so long.
at least theres FUN.
hehe.
ohh wells
these few weeks aint going good.
yepp.
its SUAY SUAY SUAY.
seriously.
my suay period start lerr.
zz
haha.
ohh and.
now i shall warn people.

1. CHENGHOONG.
YOU STOP CALLING ME PANDA.!!

2. JEREMY
SAME GOES TO YOU.!

3. HANBING.
YOU TOOOOOOOO.

4. YONGSIANG.
you know. you got this QIAN BIAN FACE.

5. NEVIN.
FACK YOU.!!

6. JIALIN.
IDIOT.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, July 13, 2006

12:22 PM

ohh my god.
i dont feel like living already.
its like.
i get bullied in school.
like.
for every lesson.
eve during LUNCH.
=.=ll
its annoying.
really.
you know.
this morning.
MIKO PEED ON THE FLOOR.
AND I HAD TO CLEAN IT.
great.
early in the morning..
go to school.
kena bullied by stupid nevin and jialin.
and its like.
wth.
you know.
they keep pulling my hair.
and i got annoyed.
but i didnt want to hit anyone.
cause i knew that nevin hurt.
^^"
im so sorry.
for hitting the same spot all the time.
whatever.
and i got angry.
will continue next time.
stupid bro bao tou.
zz
fack him larhhs.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, July 10, 2006

2:26 AM

heyy.!!
IM BLOGGING AGAIN.
ohh wells.
yepp.
these few days i can hardly play.!!
and ni've got NO time to blogg.
):
anyway.
things are getting better without a maid.
haha.
im mopping the floor now.!!
came oevr to slack a little
(:
anyway.
I CAN COOK LERRR.
^^
im sooo proud.
from someone who doesnt know how to cook magi mee.
to someone who can cook SOUP.
or MEAT.
its INCREDIBLE.!!
^^
haha.
ohh wells.
and the housework thingy.
its tiring
=.=ll
mom and dad are DYING to get a maid.
AND I SAID NO.
what for put ourselves in danger
AGAIN.?!
and yesterday was FREAKY.
my dog started barking.
for no right reason again.
and you know where it was barking.?
BESIDE ME.
i was like.
errr.
theres something there.?
and i was kinda freaked.
and my dad was like.
CHANTING.?!
=.=ll
mom ran.
bro ignored.
and i just went to bed
=.=ll
looks like that SOMETHING didnt want to possess me.
i didnt feel the goosebumps.
yepp.
so..
i think its only there cause its bored
^^
ANYWAY.
im dying to make friends with them.
if they dont hurt me that is..
but my mom and teacher said.
THATS A STUPID THING TO THINK OF.
i mean.
its not stupid.!!
they are lonely.
they need friends too
):
i really dont mind if they find me.
IF THEY DONT HURT ME.
yepp.
im more than happy to befriend them
(:
anyway im not scared of them.
so who cares.??
im more afraid of
COCKROACHES.
yepp.
they are FREAKY.
seriously.
they are DIRTY too.
eww.
but whatever.
haha.
thats all now.
GOING TO CLEAN TOILETS.
luckily our toilets arent like those in
SCHOOL.
grrr.
if not i'd rather die than clean the toilets.
2 more toilets to go
T.T..
wheez ~
blogg some other time yea.?
ohh and ryan.
DONT GO SPREADING AROUND MY HOUSE THINGYS.
dont freak people out
=.=ll
haha
xD
CHAO.
ttfn
(:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, July 03, 2006

10:00 AM

hehe.

im finally blogging again.!

haha.

yes so many things happened.

yes yes.

one of them was my maid.

if you guys knew about it.

hehe.

i found out yesterday.

thats she.

TOOK MY MONEY.

MY PRI SCHOOL SAVINGS.

sheesh.

like that also want to steal.

I FOUND IT YESTERDAY.

IN A SOFT TOY POUCH.

sheesh.

ohh wells.

i found it back anyway.

yepp.

haha.

and yea.

YOU KNOW.

I TOTALLY BELIEVE THERE ARE SPIRITS IN THIS WORLD.

there was one.

on friday.

it was at the dining table.

IN FRONT OF GUAN YING.

my dog was barking madly.!!

and i was like..

no way..

and my mom and dad went downstairs to chant

=.=ll

and they said.

their goosebumps kept coming up and down.!

I DONT BELIEVE IT.

when i went upstairs to sleep.

i heard someone banging the table..

and theres no one downstairs..

so..

yea.

its believeable.

its weird.

and.

yea.

dont know larhhs.

my house is DANGEROUS.

yepp.

now its like.

DID YOU WEAR YOUR BEADS.?!

CHANT PROPERLY.

i dont know larhhs.

this is confusing.

thanks to my auntie.

who brought this home.

but whatever.

hope i wont die soon

t.T

haha.

xinyi.!!

FEAR MY HOUSE

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;